Once again, it's been awhile since I've written. I have been keeping offline diaries, though, so it's not really that big of a deal. Kirk's birthday was last Saturday. He turned 12. I know I was being a bitch, but I didn't go to his party. He went shopping at the Galleria to Pacific Sunwear and stuff like that, and I didn't want to go because I really haven't been getting along with my mom lately - it's been worse that usual, if that's at all possible. I knew we'd end up getting in a fight and then everyone would be pissed off, so I stayed home and watched TV - boring, but atleast Kirk had fun. I think that is really the only major thing that's happend - pretty sad. This weekend (Friday and Saturday) is Youth Conference. I'm hoping that David will go, but I doubt he will. I tried to call him yesterday on his cell and at home but he didn't pick up. I think his cell was off, though, because it didn't even ring - it went directly to his answering machine. Either that or he's got my number on block. I tried to call his house once. I don't like calling there very often because the one time I ever did he sounded really pissed off that I had called. I left a message on his cell. I know he won't call back, so I'm going to try to call him today before church. Well, I need to hurry and call. Oh, and about Independence Day - I missed writing about that - I didn't celebrate. I stayed home again. My mom thinks it's irregular behavior for me to stay locked in my room all the time and never going anywhere. She recently let me put a lock on my door again.